sup yall im online n debating on tryna write ,,, but i gotta do ma fake nails first
i havent done like anything in 3 days and i gained …… 50 followers …….
i got distracted watching make-up tutorials ….
remy.

❛ maybe it just SEEMS that way… ❜

❛ it IS that way. people die. get their hurts broken. everything in my path wilts. ❜
edward cullen.

SHE SEEMS CURLED in on herself – he cannot READ her. his aversion to being a people PLEASER held the compromise of being a people READER. the silent and OBSERVATORY type. but bella swan is an ENIGMA. he wants to tear her open and dig her up, and this is so DISCONCERTING that edward PHYSICALLY scoots away a little.
“ FUNNY? is this a rumor or your OWN observation? ” he hopes for the latter. a sidelong glance. she won’t LOOK at him. it should not ANNOY him so much – he wants to see her EYES, wishes to see a glimpse into that MIND of hers. old soul, he remembers. a KINDRED spirit. a dismissed thought. he does not KNOW her. she does not know HIM, save for passed along WHISPERS behind tricky hands – that he’s FUNNY, perhaps.
“ yes, those are traits to be SHUNNED. ” sarcasm coats his tongue – not for HER. he thinks of his FATHER, prideful and classist. edward chuckles HUMORLESSLY, turns his face away to hide his sudden ANNOYANCE. “ do not forget DUPLICITY. liars are the WORST of sinners, no? ”

she amuses herself by drawing ‘ X’s ‘ over the deer’s eyes, and wilting flowers by it’s side. she hovers protectively over her notebook, though her small frame doesn’t aim to block it – even this simulated darkness wouldn’t convey the realities, and it might even show that she’s a little crazy ( that’d be good, right? he’d want to STAY AWAY then, RIGHT ?? ).
❛ —— my own, ❜ she says quietly. it becomes surprisingly easy to talk to him, she’s learning. much unlike the other several teenage boys in the class, he speaks with ETIQUETTE, and articulation – she can see his young spirit behind his words, but she appreciates his company. what an interesting boy. though, it’s still easier to talk with her eyes down.
❛ liars ——– ❜ she begins her thought slowly; was talking about something like this better than just the weather? maybe for them, it was. ❛ i don’t know. there are those who have malicious intent when they lie, and those who are just.. trying to make things easier. protect people. help people. ‘ liars ‘ is a blanket term; i can’t say they’re all bad. ❜ and THAT’S because you are one, too, bella.
— Katja Millay (via bubbleiisms)
i really want 2 write more of bella w/ her humanity off …..

❛ for someone who’s not very
deep, i’m incredibly not-shallow. ❜
