I LIKE THIS GIRL.

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  as  uncomfortable  with  this  warmth  that  she  was,  she  wanted  more  of  it.  it  was  rare  that  she’d  encounter  someone  who  she  could  speak  so  freely  with.  she  found  herself  staring,  and  when  she  realized  it  she  looked  back  over  at  the  table  nearest  to  them.  it  was  unlike  her  to  be  so  mesmerized  with  a  single  person.  but  maybe  it  was  because  bella  made  her  feel  something  other  than  dead  inside.

  she  gives  a  small  laugh,  “sometimes  i  feel   like  people  are  better  at  showing  their  bad  sides.  as  for  interesting,  i  don’t  know.”  her  attention  turns  back  to  bella.  “you  know,  you  and  me  are  kind  of  similar.  i  appreciate  it.”

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         ACCUSTOMED TO SENTIENT DISCONNECTION FROM MOST,    she knows these feelings with strength;    she’s found the comfort in it.   this begs the question,   is it an oddity to feel disconnected alongside someone?    like they kept in your bubble without POPPING it.    perhaps the observation of her peers with aya is what enables this for them.      bella holds a quiet appreciation,    finding her chances to gaze at the other while their sight is diverted on others;   she gathers details,   growing admiration. 

           ❛  –   you’re right,   maybe.   how often do you catch a break;   find a friend, in and among it all?  ❜     words are above a murmur,    darkened eyes coming to match aya’s level at that moment.    REMINDS HER OF A CERTAIN MIND-READER,   DOES SHE ?     bella leans back in her chair,   allowing her lips to twitch upwards.     ❛  yeah,    we kind of are.     maybe i should’ve been spending all my time with you,   instead of the likes of ..   mike newton and all.  ❜

 

BELLA SWAN

independent and selective canon divergent twilight/tvd roleplay blog for isabella swan.
mutually exclusive, multi-verse and ship. oc, crossover, and au friendly.

❛ she defies us all. ❜

written by sam.
twenty - est.
est 07/2013, revamped 11/2015. triggers will be tagged. please read rules before interacting.

❛ life is hard. ❜

draft count: 8.
message count: 0.
starter count: 0.
plotting: open.
queued: infinite.

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