JEREMY.

“It’s against the rules, yeah,” Jeremy let out a soft laugh, giving a small shake of his head. “I mean… You can get away with a lot, as long as you-know-who doesn’t find out. And as long as the people who find out, don’t tell anyone. But it’s…” He trailed off, head cocking to the side just a touch. “Getting close to humans doesn’t make sense to me. At least not personally. Because… there’s always the risk that whichever human you get attached to… Decides not to turn. So, if that happened, we’d have to live with the fact that they’re going to die one day. We’re going to lose them. And… I’ve been alive for…” His eyebrows furrowed as he thought. It hadn’t been ten years since he’d been turned so - “A quarter of a century. Give or take. And never, in my entire life, has anyone ever chosen me. In any capacity. So, the idea of… Getting close to a human, only for them to decide they don’t want to become… One of us? I don’t want that. And I don’t want to risk it.” He slung an arm over her shoulder lazily as they walked through the school hallways - and part of him was grateful that the hallways were mostly empty now, so he could talk more freely, even if he was keeping his voice low. “It wasn’t so bad, before we came here and Edward found you - no offence, I mean. It was… we were the two single ones. It was… Not quite as lonely. Now, I’m the only single one. It’s kind of weird.”

never one to defy any rules, and she was a walking WANTED sign – the volturi were surely strict with their provisions over vampire - human relationships .. things that surely should’ve convinced one to turn away, but despite being bound to their secrets, she was genuine in her love. her heart committed, the rest of her fending strength for any possible obstacle. ❛ – i guess that could be a concern, but i’m here having the opposite problem. ❜ none of the other cullen’s around, she allows herself to roll her eyes; ❛ edward won’t turn me. he wants me to stay human, like .. forever. i keep pushing and pushing, but he won’t listen to me. but alice said she’s seen it .. me, being turned. is edward always the odd one out? because i’m literally fighting for my life here, ❜ she smirks as his arm drapes around her and they mosey – he’s open and friendly with her, and she’s glad to find a friend in someone she, too, can talk about these things with. ❛ – sorry i took your bro away from you, ❜ she means it, but she grins. ❛ but i guess you can count me as one more annoying sister. – and hey, if you ever want me to kick edward out to go hang out with you, i’ll do it. ❜
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