ROMAN GODFREY.
he should feel angry, but he doesn’t. there’s understanding roman has with how difficult it must have been when he was dead for two years. he doesn’t like it, though. he doesn’t accept edward, nor the fact that she had seen him during his absence. he doesn’t feel betrayed, but he feels an ache in his heart knowing bella is just as tied to edward as roman is to peter. there are some things that never change…
❛ do you know what he wants? ❜
she can somewhat appreciate the straight-forwardness of roman; no sugar-coating, no lecture’s. and she’s always had a part grateful for the protective instinct he, and peter, have for her when it comes to edward. it’s something that keeps her grounded in remembering why she’d left in the first place, but it seemed that with time, the more she’s certain there’s nobody else she could love in this life, and that thought has begun to consume her. and how could she ever explain such a thing? ❛ – not particularly. but he’s smart, too, you know.. he knows how i feel, and he knows i won’t do anything about it. ❜
and all at once, it piles on her shoulders; edward, one who would always let her get away with anything as long as she was happy, was likely on his way to confront her about it. and she’s stuck within her own mind, all-consumed and lost. her face falls into her hands, then. ❛ god – i don’t know what the fuck i’m going to do.. ❜
