edward.

HE THINKS TO continue this fight. to make her SEE and hear him. but she’s a record, BROKEN, and he is all HERS no matter how he wishes her to throw him AWAY. “ ALRIGHT. alright, alright. ” he is DESPERATE to calm her, to fix what he CAN. tugs her close, into his ARMS, wrapping her tight and snug against him. he finds his PEACE in the crook of her neck where he can inhale FIRE and bella and HUNGER and adoration and he is HOME. “ SHHH. ” she is small and FRAIL and he ACHES to feel her so starved for self LOVE. he will love her enough for the BOTH of them. edward holds his BROKEN girl in hopes to keep her TOGETHER, presses his fingers into the STRANDS of her hair to CRADLE the back of her head against him. “ i’m here. i’m HERE. ” ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS. “ i’m RIGHT here. ”

is this moment as big for him as it is for her ?? —– her worries melt from her head, dissolving behind her, she’s briefly FREED from her anxieties and offered a tidbit of hope for her future – THIS was a result she hadn’t quite anticipated of getting, having came here. she’s barely made a PLAN. she can feel the frailness of her body and her tired eyes, but for the first time in so long —– she’s content, HOPEFUL and inspired. inhaling deeply, eyes closing as her face presses to his cold skin —— it’s a SAFE PLACE. she hiccups, but her tears subside. it’s been a FEW SECONDS and she suddenly dreads having to let go ——– ❛ i love you. i love you. ❜ and then, she wonders, how she’ll tell charlie she’d like to EXTEND her stay.
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