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            WOULD THAT HE could take away her PAIN  he RETRACTS his touch, terrified that she might DISAPPEAR again. worse, that she might SHATTER under his ministrations or that her TEARS would become a DOWNPOUR. he pulls his hand from her, but he remains so CLOSE, can smell her HAIR and her SKIN and her CLOTHES. he wants so badly to BURY his face at her throat and the HELL that would ensue from the GALLOP of her heart and the RUSH of her blood would be absolutely WORTH it to hold her again. her words are DISTRACTION enough. STOP. grieved as he is, he gathers enough strength to apply firmness to the command. honeyed hues SHARPEN with their anger. you didn’t BELLA. he is so EXASPERATED that LAUGHTER tumbles from his tongue. bella, don’t you SEE? there is nothing to RUIN. i am YOURS. completely and UTTERLY yours. FOREVER.

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       the loss of his touch is prominent —- causes her heart to sink in her chest, and she knows she’ll be wishing for it AGAIN & AGAIN until she has it again ;;   she wants him to hold her long enough to compensate for every MISERABLE day she’d spent wanting to be back here.   though, she is so flabbergasted by his INSISTENCE –   she barely struggles to voice her shock.   ❛ why are you making this so easy ?? ❜   hiccup.     ❛ it should be HARD. i don’t ——- deserve you. i don’t deserve this.   you’re really just going to let me back in your life ?? ——- you’d let me love you, again? ❜

 
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BELLA SWAN

independent and selective canon divergent twilight/tvd roleplay blog for isabella swan.
mutually exclusive, multi-verse and ship. oc, crossover, and au friendly.

❛ she defies us all. ❜

written by sam.
twenty - est.
est 07/2013, revamped 11/2015. triggers will be tagged. please read rules before interacting.

❛ life is hard. ❜

draft count: 8.
message count: 0.
starter count: 0.
plotting: open.
queued: infinite.

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