edward.

HE ENTERS SLOWLY.a HUMAN for a moment. takes in her SPACE ;; it’s all the SAME, everything in its RIGHTFUL place (
includingBELLA). there is a STRANGE energy wafting between them, FAMILIAR and full of STATIC. a STRING that holds him to her. does she know how utterly LOST he is to her? that she could cross out of the AIRSPACE of this desolate planet and he would STILL feel her orbit as ACUTELY as the heart that lies STILL in his chest and ACHES for her? “ you should try something NEW. ” the book or HIM? he keeps his gaze ELSEWHERE, a FIDGETY vampire, a BROKEN man. “ AH. is … charlie must be happy to have you BACK. he’s MISSED you. i can’t imagine that he’d let you GO so QUICKLY this time. ”

she takes a worthy second to THINK —— what she’s trying to communicate, how to ask the right questions.. her heart is beating out of her chest as she plays recollections in her mind; words from his letters that made it so unavoidably clear that he still loved her, and his now willingness to reach out to her. ❛ yeah, but ———- edward —– ❜ she begins in a desperate tone, then – swallowing thickly, she takes a few very BOLD steps forward – closing all the space there is between them, no more than few INCHES between their faces within a matter of seconds; it feels like she’d blew softly on the TENSITY and it’d gone away. his eyes golden – they melt her and grant her serenity, as she looks down and with her own hesitance, takes one of his hands in hers to guide it to her face – where he’d been reaching for before. the coolness of his marbled flesh sends goosebumps across her skin; it’s a kind of touch only he is ever capable of – it’s one she’s missed. she’s trying to not get emotional, but her voice cracks as she speaks. ❛ do you hate me? —— even a little bit, even AT ALL?? ❜ because you should.
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