i deserve that.

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            HER WORDS HIT him like a BATTERING ram ;; that she meant to PROVE something holds LITTLE meaning when she SCORCHES him so. DON’T – don’t bring JACOB BLACK into this. how could you – something PREDATORY, absolutely SAVAGE, crawls up his throat ;; a SNARL, sharp and cutting as the DELUGE she throws at him in accusations. she reigns in her CONTROL much better than he does edward SNAPS in the way he TEARS the curtains and accompanying metal rod from the wall. he thinks to SHRED them, tosses them into the LIT fireplace instead, and strides OUT of the room. he’s back in milliseconds, chops BARED and gaze SMOLDERINGmaybe i SHOULD have given up. maybe i should have let you be with HIM. maybe i – ” a SMASH ;; ESME picked that vase, SHATTERED across the floor now. he CEASES fire, motionless as he FUMESi’m sorry, too. for giving you this LIFE. for HURTING you all the time. i’m i should GO. for a little while. a few DAYS, maybe.

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      there’s never been anything like this between them —- this conflict, their anger, these tones and this VIOLENCE. she’s never prepared herself enough for this —- she flinches at the CLAMOR, hands covering her face; she’d rather shy away from the scene and cry than have to look at him right now. her heart is burning in hollowness; she shouldn’t have mentioned jacob, yeah —- but god, she ACHED with her dark realizations. her family already was broken. as much as she loved charlie, he would still love those in the volturi. and as much as she loved edward, he wouldn’t love charlie all the same. and as much as she hated the volturi, and as EVIDENT it was how brutal and heartless their actions were, they had WON.      she wants him to stay – she always does. she needs them to make up for the sake of what’s left of her sanity, but she won’t be the one to ask him to not leave. she’s too frightened. too OVERWHELMED.   she has no response – doesn’t spare him a glance. just sits in her place and weeps.

 
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BELLA SWAN

independent and selective canon divergent twilight/tvd roleplay blog for isabella swan.
mutually exclusive, multi-verse and ship. oc, crossover, and au friendly.

❛ she defies us all. ❜

written by sam.
twenty - est.
est 07/2013, revamped 11/2015. triggers will be tagged. please read rules before interacting.

❛ life is hard. ❜

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message count: 0.
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plotting: open.
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