Goodbye //sENDS U ALL THE THINGS B Y E
LAST VOICE MSG MY MUSE LEAVES YOURS BEFORE THEY DIE.

maybe she should’ve called her mother – her father —- maybe any of the people she’s lived her life with these past couple years, but if ANYBODY in this world was closest to her soul, that needed to HEAR something from her – it was him. she didn’t expect him to pick up when she called ( she hasn’t called in so long – ) but she ACHES with the dial tone, and even as her message begins, she’s at a loss of WORDS. they’re all piled in a JUMBLED thought in her brain, mixed with regret and all the things she NEEDED TO SAY —– but she knows her time is limited. is it POSSIBLE that this emotional stress hurts more than the wounds on her body, that more TEARS are pouring down her face than blood is seeping out of her ??
❛ edward —- ❜ she begins, voice cracking, ❛ please LISTEN. please listen —— ❜ afraid he won’t want to waste his time on her anymore, ❛ i don’t have a lot of time. there’s too many things i need you to know. —- ❜ she pauses, breath hitching, sobs clogging her throat. she NEEDS to continue. ❛ just fucking do it, bella —- ❜ she mutters harshly to herself, ❛ i never – should’ve left forks. i’m so fucking sorry. i fucked up everything. i’ve never loved anything, or anyone – more than i loved you. i was just ——– i was LOST. i was scared, and i didn’t wanna SAY i was scared —– ❜ she pauses again, slinking to the ground as limbs lose their energy, and vision goes slightly blurry ( from TEARS or from death ??? ) – ❛ i love you — so fucking much —— ❜ her pitch is high between her cries, ❛ you’re the BEST THING that’s ever happened to me. tell my parents i love them. tell roman and peter and nadia that i love them, too. i know you don’t know who they are, just —— it’ll work itself out. FUCK. i’m so SORRY ——— ❜ her articulation is GONE, jaw quivering as the back of her head lies against the stone cold ground. ❛ i love you. i love you ———– ❜ and as more sobs catch in her throat, she clicks ‘ END CALL ‘ so she can die alone.
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